I was like on vacation the entire summer. Vacation of sorts. Anyway, during this time I got into a bad habit of staying up until the wee hours of the morning and then yet trying to get up at a decent hour. I became sleep deprived, and, I gotta tell you, that is nothing to balk at. Sleep is essential, for sure...
Lately I have been going to bed early and getting up early. Except today. I slept way too long; just couldn't get to sleep last night, and, when I finally did, I had some terrible dreams. Just terrible ones. So, I have to start all over again with my retraining my body and mind, but, it should go fairly well...
When I did wake up, there were clouds in the sky, lots of dark, dreary clouds, but, within moments the sun was shining for me as I made my morning tea~ I was so happy to see the beauty of the sun that I instantly felt better. Right now the sky is grey, but, the sun is peeking through.
I am attempting to reinvent my life. Not because I absolutely have to, instead because it is something which I feel will benefit me for the next 20 years. And so, I have much to do, always, but, it is a labor of love, indeed...
I have some experimental projects coming up, things which I shall not write about until they are completed, and, then I might just share some of these with you, especially if they prove to be worthy, for there might be some way for others to do the same to realize some of their dreams...
I am POSITIVE that I am going to rise to the heights which I have designated for myself to arise to. Nothing can stop me, unless I allow it to. No one else has any control in where I might go. Influence yes, control not. It is important to remember this in all you do; no one has control over you, and, if someone has influence over you, make sure that that influence is a positive one. I had eliminated some people from my everyday life (I still keep in touch, but, not much), who were negative influences, as I just cannot be hindered, I have too much to do!!!
Well, I should get busy and get on my daily plans, would love to sit here and have fun, but, I did that for much too long and my dreams and goals suffered because of it, and, I am not letting anything get in my way of realizing that which I have determined is worth the effort... Have a wonderful, sun filled day, full of smiles, hugs, positive influence, and, remember you determine your every step...
Lately I have been going to bed early and getting up early. Except today. I slept way too long; just couldn't get to sleep last night, and, when I finally did, I had some terrible dreams. Just terrible ones. So, I have to start all over again with my retraining my body and mind, but, it should go fairly well...
When I did wake up, there were clouds in the sky, lots of dark, dreary clouds, but, within moments the sun was shining for me as I made my morning tea~ I was so happy to see the beauty of the sun that I instantly felt better. Right now the sky is grey, but, the sun is peeking through.
I am attempting to reinvent my life. Not because I absolutely have to, instead because it is something which I feel will benefit me for the next 20 years. And so, I have much to do, always, but, it is a labor of love, indeed...
I have some experimental projects coming up, things which I shall not write about until they are completed, and, then I might just share some of these with you, especially if they prove to be worthy, for there might be some way for others to do the same to realize some of their dreams...
I am POSITIVE that I am going to rise to the heights which I have designated for myself to arise to. Nothing can stop me, unless I allow it to. No one else has any control in where I might go. Influence yes, control not. It is important to remember this in all you do; no one has control over you, and, if someone has influence over you, make sure that that influence is a positive one. I had eliminated some people from my everyday life (I still keep in touch, but, not much), who were negative influences, as I just cannot be hindered, I have too much to do!!!
Well, I should get busy and get on my daily plans, would love to sit here and have fun, but, I did that for much too long and my dreams and goals suffered because of it, and, I am not letting anything get in my way of realizing that which I have determined is worth the effort... Have a wonderful, sun filled day, full of smiles, hugs, positive influence, and, remember you determine your every step...
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